Bitterness

Sorry, I did not appreciate you

Sorry, I did not listen to you

Sorry, I could not make it on time

I know I do not have to be sorry to you

But to myself

Otherwise, it would be a Double Celebration for me

It is going to be a Big Day for me

And it is my Big Day in my life

I am sorry

But it is pointless to view back the past

What is important is here and now

I am going to face you soon

I would rather be well prepared to face you

Let's take this as a seriously bad experience ever in my life

I am sorry.